Thursday, May 06, 2010
emotional bungee-jumping.
ive always wanted to try bungee-jumping. but im dead scared of it! its like an illusion of falling to your death...
despite my fear, i took a leap of faith down a deep hole, almost hitting rock bottom, just to get pulled right out by some magical force.
and there you are. where you used to be. just a lot bigger than usual...
it really was all about taking each other's flaws and turning them into something to love each other about. youre no perfect person, but that dosent matter. no one can be as imperfect as you are yet still, have me love you all the same.
as for me, hell no, im not perfect. not even close, i must say. but the thought of me and you makes it all so easy for me to be someone else. well, maybe not exactly someone else but a NEW me. you dont have to worry, baby. changing is part and parcel of life. part and parcel of my life. in loving you, i lost me, and found benjy. it comes oh-so-naturally. :)
you made me realize why it never worked with anyone else.
thanks for appearing.
thanks for everything...
<3
PS. this is a big leap from the previous post, i know. well, people make mistakes and regret sometimes. the contrast between these 2 posts will remind us of that fact. =D
life's a liar;
5/06/2010 01:30:00 AM
it's never as simple as it seems.