Thursday, August 23, 2007
the questions...
i really needa loooong vacation away from all the crap in life.
when will i ever find a spot to drop??? im gettin tired of hanging.
but im tellin myself not to let go no matter how tired i am.
but still...when will i find the spot?
but do i really wanna find dis spot??? or do i wana remain bliss with ignorance???
buts...buts...buts...
is dis wat geminis turn out to be??? indecisive inquisitive beings who sacrifice their sense of belonging and security for the sake of mere adventure and thrill??? well...inevitable as it may seem, i dont like it 1 bit.
I WANA KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO SETTLE DOWN SOMEWHERE.
somewhere that secures me and protects me from doz dark thoughts......
am i not even worth of something as simple as that??
wat dan am i worthy of???
to b taken for granted of???
questions....question...questions...
it sux when even the supposedly most brightest part of ur life can turn out to be such a turn off. like it kinda sucks out all the faith n motivation left in u. so much so u tink dat derz nothin left for u in dis world. the worst part is dat it takes forever to recuperate. that pathetic, hopeless feeling.........
have u guys ever had that kinda feeling b4??? guess not huh? lucky u.........
what m i missing out on in myself???
what have i not accomplished yet in dis battle to be the best i can be???
answers...where r u???
abit random uh. must b the fatigue. u must b shrouded with the question marks ryte now. well if u get it dan do feel free to leave a tag or somethin. if u dont dan its ok coz i tink itll take awhile to sink in.
dat will be all for my reflection on life. thank u for reading yeap.
enjoy.
life's a liar;
8/23/2007 04:44:00 PM
it's never as simple as it seems.
