Friday, January 02, 2009
the buzz about cheesy mathematics.
seeing that everyone has got their new year posts done, i figured that i should do one too! no, its not called 'flocking with the rest'. its called 'a pretty good idea'. to begin...HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY 2009 MAKE YOU ALL BETTER PEOPLE!!!*thinks for awhile*that would never happen la, come on. if it happens, there won't even be world war II to preach about.there won't even be a need for the sayings of heaven.in fact, as years fly pass, people either never change or metamorphosize into something equally/twice as horrifying.as you wouldve sensed it already, i am, indeed, not very excited about the new year. not as much as many of you out there, at least. well, if you all have noticed closely enough, i NEVER am so excited about such stuff.not for my birthdays, not for christmas, not for new years. they all just fly pass me silently. peacefully.gahhh, theres no need for any sympathizing or "sympathizing". im perfectly fine with it. maybe its a personal loss of faith in all these things which means so much to everyone else that i dont see the need in just becoming yet another worshipper. maybe im looking too much into the meaning of all the occasions that i forgot the simpler, more brighter side to it. whatever the case, im becoming accustomed to it and i thank god for that. =)hey! its a really good way to save up on cash too! (though, it aint really helping much in my context.) *giggles hopelessly*i don't even see the whole purpose behind making wishes when the day and month of your birth arrives, just before you blow out the burning strings covered in colored wax. or when you see a star jogging pass in the night sky, minding its own business. and resolutions that are made when the last digit of the year just got a one added to it.seriously, id be sincere about doing it if someone tells me doraemon will crash in during his free time out of absolutely nowhere with a bag of all my 'wants'. of course, you might happen to have seen me doing the above. but to be honest, half the time, im just closing my eyes and my mind, filled with what-in-the-world-am-i-doing/suppose-to-be-doing. and NO, its not a split personality or alter ego. at least, not anymore since ive already blurted out whatever i just blurted out. putting up a front is not easy and its all in the name of socialising, since most people only like what they see when that is actually all they CAN see. oh dear, lets not go there today yes? (but yea, check that on your reality list.)gosh, i feel like some villain from some fairy tale who comes in to ruin the whole festive season. but hey! the festive season is over and furthermore, ITS REALITY, YALL!it sucks and i'd know it best. but seriously, happy 2k9 to everyone and god bless you all with a fresh, positive start. regardless of the negativities, i still hope for better years ahead for the world and me. so keep hoping. ;)and keep prayin...love, benjy...in 2009. <3
life's a liar;
1/02/2009 04:10:00 AM
it's never as simple as it seems.
