Saturday, November 01, 2008
optimize, suck it up, move on.
looking back at all the things humanity is doing to their own kind in this little industry.
thinking back on all the complains which simply speaks for themselves.
counting the benefits i have if i were to just get through with all that.
reminding myself of the curse behind it all.
i'd say...
" benjy, you frickin did the right thing. =) "
nevertheless, god be with you people and break a leg!
call me selfish, call me chicken. i wont deny any of that.
cause from how i see it, im just loving myself this once.
i hardly do dedications but i somehow feel like today's the day i start.
why?
i really don't know.
thank you to all the people whom have been surrounding me this past few periods of my life, being the better of two evils just to make me a happier person.
ANGIE - for always hearing me out and forcing yourself to snap out of your typical chinese mindset just to understand where im coming from. hey, not many will do that and by doing so, you're becoming a better person without you even knowing it. i, of course, have become a happier and better person myself. thank you, buddy of love. =)
EWAN - abang, you have always been there to listen to whateva i have to dish out and always seem to know just the right things to say. it comes easy for you but for me to receive it, its simply 'night turned to day'. you're a good person, abang. so forget the mid-age crisis crap cause you'll get through it just fine. till the next late night trashing out session, i wish for a happier abang ewan. *hugs*
TAPA - ok, i know i havent known you for that long. but for you to have made a difference in my life already, boy, you sure are something. you are an angel at heart, so follow it in whatever you do. keep that semangat-ness up, because itll bring you far. whats more, bring ENOUGH far. ENOUGH said, you rock, miz J!!!
SHAYEN - babe! you always have so much to complain everytime i meet you. you know, call me cruel but everytime i hear the things you have to say, it somehow gives me a sense of security. i dont know why, but it does. im not encouraging you but i just LOVE how we always seem to second each other in our opinions regarding issues. shayen; remarkable. keep struting it, sex bomb! (and dont care what they say or do, cause you're worth so much more.)
MELODY - i miss my very own charlize theron. we havent talked for a long time! as in...REALLY talk. but nevertheless, thanks for helping me for my PP! you are amazing lor. (wow, whats with me and all this compliments?) to think you can help me finish my poster in less than half an hour with so much ease. best part is...I NEVER EVEN ASKED FOR IT. you are hot, but you crazy. so crazy, so different, so YOU. YOU, i love. next up, dance drilling meet-ups!!! hohoho.
FIRDAUS - wei, fellow geminian borned on the year of the dragon. please don't be like kaykay! we don't need another kaykay, seriously. i know you're a sensitive soul who is able to think for others even though many don't realise. since that's a trait not many have, i treasure your existence. for all the food and drinks you so open-heartedly provide, god bless. (and please love your shoulder.)
that kinda sums it up! for now, at least. these are the people who came to mind at this late hour. feel that you should be included here? gimme a beep or buzz and your name will be here before you know it.
(and i bet you're pondering on that one...)
im now going to bed for i have a competition tommorrow.
i can't wait to see what other surprises life has in stored for me after bedtime.
i think ill love it.
how bout you?
life's a liar;
11/01/2008 01:26:00 AM
it's never as simple as it seems.
