Its been awhile,

since a war has been waging in me.

That one war for a fairy tale,

between desire and sympathy.

"How is that possible?",

i questioned my own mentality .

And here i sit,

analysing my heart's anatomy.

For one's the twitching conscience,

the master of right and wrong.

The other's a barrier,

cracking with each passing song.

I see no end,

to this conflict at hand.

Where have i gone wrong?

Or is this part of the plan?

There's so much more to be said,

Behind this geminian's fate.

A pact he made with the cupid,

all beacause one half's too afraid.

The twins are left to regret,

the other half still filled with optimism.

Even if they have to live their lifes

Trapped in this war-infested prison.

Both half's combined,

forming this opaque shell.

Filled with so much joy on the outside,

but inside,

a living hell.

Everyone has had a sticky situation,

How you settle it,

Grades your disposition .

I only want to do the right thing.

With so much contained and so much to lose,

What would you do,

Just to survive in my shoes?

Ps. i know its unfair. i know i wont get what i want. it was selfish on my part, to bring this test upon you. all i ask is for some time, for me to receive a sign. a sign to prove that with even just me and you, everything will be just fine...

i still need you in this...

life's a liar;
9/10/2008 07:03:00 AM
it's never as simple as it seems.