Tuesday, May 13, 2008
release.
i guess ive left this as a mystery long enough now.and so you assumed i was having another one of my PMS? well i guess you must have also thought that i wouldnt be around to hear and even SEE the things you supposedly do "behind" my back?
you've never thought of me as an equal. you barely even think of me as someone capable of more than what i appear to be capable of. you even think of me as someone who wouldnt be able to handle the not-so-noble truths you hide so conveniently. for what? only you and god know.
ever felt how it was like when wanting to help someone, or even just giving an xtra option to ease difficult situations, can turn you into a victim of hypocrisy? the saying goes that ignorance is bliss. true enough, id rather hide these presumptions some where deep down at the bottom of my heart. but time and time again, you prove me right. yes, im referring to you, old friend.
i hope this will ease the burdens on your shoulders. at least you know now that i do do things for a reason and not out of pure randomness. still, you might not care. but nonetheless, it will in some ways be of my advantage to let it out here, at least i dont have to bottle it up no more.
hope you enjoyed reading this post, knowing that im "enjoying" this period of my life. happy for me? i bet your are.
life's a liar;
5/13/2008 02:01:00 PM
it's never as simple as it seems.
