Monday, June 06, 2005
weird...
heyoz pEEpz...im back bloggin again...very busy wif loadz of stuff nw n dan...so din hav da time to blog...firstly...there was spec course....da course ar...can die man...bt i shall nt go in2 detail...da main ting is dat i gt 2nd sergant~!!!hahaz...*applaud applaud* k la...after dat...actually was quite free la....play MU moz of da time...so fun lor...my lvl QUITE high nw...im kinda pissed at dis moment...i feel betrayed...by sum1 hu is close 2 me...by a "fren" if u wana knw wat i treated him s...hw could he do dis 2 me?!!i trusted him so...n he juz stabbed me in da bag juz lidat...im happy again nw wif my happiness...bt dats nt da point...da point is dat i trusted u s a friend...n u took dat trust away...juz lidat...im seriously...most definately...utterly dissapointed in u...my "fren"...
life dis few days was a real blur...feel lyk im in a maze wif boogy traps all over....bt passin thru all dis boogy traps seem 2 gt me to sumwhere wich i wld b reli happy in...sumthin reli weird happened yesterday....dat reli left me bangin my own head against the wall...wth is rong wif fate???i tink i knw wats rong wif it...it aint payin much attention 2 me...dats y...i cant say dat wat happened was bad....bt it...it was TOOOO good...im reli confused nw...im stuck in da maze n i hav to choose between 3 paths to walk in...each having diff kinds of traps...diff kind of pain...bt all worth sumthin....sigh....god....give me strength...i dont wana hurt again...n again...n again...all i wan is to be happy...to b appreciated...to b loved once more...
~*~i reli dont wana cheat on ur feelings...n i will make sure dat i dont...~*~
life's a liar;
6/06/2005 10:25:00 AM
it's never as simple as it seems.
