Friday, April 22, 2005
lonely...
sigh...dis few days hav been SOOOO blank for me...juz a blank n boring page...all by its self..torn here n there....hu wld wana use a piece of paper wich is torn n useless...????haiz...even da 1 i love is treatin me lyk a piece of shit...lyk im a robot...haiz...sumtimes...i juz wana give up on every single ting...including my life...bt i ask myself "izit worth it...??"...i feel so unappreciated...reli...juz use me n throw me in2 da recycle bin...is dat wat u ppl treat me as...???a recyclable material...???i duno where hav all of u ppls human sense gone to...i reli wonder y i did dos sacrifcial stuff juz to bring nothin bt sorrow 2 me...isnt there any human being out there...???a real human being...???1 wif human conscience...???wif the ability to tink abt others feelings...???no....i doubt....even if there is...i hav yet to find 1...dey all juz do wat dey tink is right....wat dey tink is funny...what they tink is gainin dem fame...wich is to hurt ppl...i reli hav no comments...it mite seem nothin to sum ppl abt hw i m feeling rite nw...i dun blame ya...u ppl r born wifout da common sense to feel for others...its fated...haiz....juz lettin out hw i feel...dos hu care...i thank u...love u all...=)hmmm...speech day is juz 2molo...n exams r comin...so much tings to catch up wif...i dun understand so many tings~!!!maths...some of the chem stuff...haiz...my life...die liaoz la...dats all i gotta say for dis post la...very long liaoz...tc every1...to dos hu care...n to dos hu dun...wateva~~~chiAOZ~!!!
life's a liar;
4/22/2005 12:07:00 PM
it's never as simple as it seems.
